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| i cant believe this its almost over....so over i maybe leavin sooner than what i thought i was..... | | |
| I want to get out of skoo....im kinda gettin tired of it....nothin much is goin on...jus wanna get outta there n like end this yr wit a happy note, which so it aint happenin........sports is my life, my anti-drug, my way to relief my stress, da way i express myself, da way i am is by playin sports, i got CRAZY wit no sports....not much to say my heart hurts, my brain is tired, my body asks for sports, for pain, for soreness, for a hard time, for pushin til da end, for all of dat....so i can be able to breath agian....
<3Jenn | | |
| well what is there to say????
im kinda sad but then im kinda not...i love children...they make me happy n know that im there to help them learn........but it kinda hurts when the parents for some reason ignore me....especially when its in my own family....i love dat lil baby....i jus dunno why her mom is actin this way...but thats jus me....i love them...........
sports...dont it feel good to come bak...i love every single of it...the sweating,the pain, the soreness, wow gotta love all of it. im not that stressed out anymore, n im actually tryin hard in skoo....miracles dat sports do for u.....
school, everyday i realize that im gonna miss high skoo...ive met friends n lost friends at the same time...but things happen for a reason right??? yea. the teachers are great, even at times they are not but deep down they are all there for one purpose help us. even though we all sometimes dont see it, it is true...
friends, i was talkin to my best friend yesterday Joc, n i realized how much we both have gone through. i can honeslty say that i thank GOD for every moment im with her. We both are alike n different at the same time. we have gone through some of the same pains but in diff. ways. she helps me get stronger in my faith, n i do oda same for her. she is jus like wow. ydai, i realized dat i was not only gonna miss her but all those that have become really close to me. they know who they are. the more i think bout the more i wish that high will never end. i love them. i love those that have been there, those that have been there to dry up my tears, those that have lended a hand in the hardest times, those that forgiven me for the dumb things i do. those that jus care. thos who understand my pain n give me advice. love them i do, deeply yes.
guys, hehehehe well i have had relationships that are hard. n i think im finally ready to talk bout the most painful one. hahah. i look bak n think it was worth. i loved this guy and was IN love with him. everything seemed so perfect, but i guess it wasnt GODs will. or maybe it is but we need to learn certain things on our own. i dont know. but that relationship was one i will not forget. i learned so many things from that relationship that i look bak and say it was worth it, the pain i may not want anymore, but hey every relationship has its pain cuz if there wasnt any pain u will never learn what is pain.I learned somethin that is really tru.:Guys come and go but true friends will stay with til da end. but right jus lookin for that right person....the one person that will jus steal my heart....
GOD, hehehehe GOD works in the most mysterious ways. I thank HIM for everything. Life, Love, Faith,Hope, the Strenght HE gives me to get through every day. at times i feel weak n i jus turn away from HIM, n that is jus wrong. I have learned to look upon him for every single things that goes in my life. why? cuz he is my GOD, n he gave me life that in reality i really didnt deserve. i dont deserve his love but yet he still forgives me for all the things i do wrong. my sins, he send challenges to test me to see if i will follow whatever his will is. I THANK HIM. cuz i realize that w/o him i have nothin to look forward to. I BELIEVE IN HIM. Thats all i have to say about that.
"Father forgive them, for they not know what they do" Is what Jesus said on the cross, while he was being crucified. That is what HE has done, forgiven us for every sin we make.
i love you all.
Jenny | | |
| The True You, Test
a) Get a pen
b) Get a paper
c) Number it 1-13!
d) Answer these questions!((NO PEEKING))
1. What's your favorite color out of:
A. Green
B. Blue
C. Orange
D. Black
E. Pink
2. What color is your hair?
A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde
B. Brown
C. Red
D. Black
E. Bald or any
3. What color are your eyes?
A. Hazel
B. Green
C. Brown
D. Blue
E. gray
4. What is your favorite sport out of:
A. Basketball
B. Cheerleading
C. Football
D. Soccer
E. Baseball
5. What's your favorite way to talk?
A. Phone
B. In Person
C. Instant Message
D. E-mail
E. Letters (Mail)
6. What is your favorite kinda music out of:
A. Rap
B. Country
C. Hard Rock
D. Pop
E. General Rock
7. Who's your favorite singer out of:
A. Ludacris
B. Tim McGraw
C. Ozzy Osbourne
D. Nsync
E. Shakira
8. What's your favorite show out of:
A. Jackass (MTV)
B. The Simpsons
C. SpongeBob SquarePants
D. Surviver
E. The Osbournes
9. What's your favorite movie out of:
A. Not Another Teen Movie
B. Joy Ride
C. I Know What You Did Last Summer
D. Forest Gump
E. Shrek
10. What month were you born?
January February March April May June July August
September October November December
11. Name a person of the opposite sex.
12. Name a person of the same sex.
13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or
it wont work!)
Answers
1. Green- Fun to be around
Blue- Stylish
Orange- Funky
Black- Lonely
Pink- Sweet
2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper
Brown- Causal
Red- Tough
Black- Holds back feelings
Bald or any other color- Free Spirit
3. Hazel- Out Going
Green- Happy
Brown- Loud
Blue- Cute
Gray- Unpredictable
4. Basketball- Direct
Cheer leading- Never Gives Up
Football- Watchful
Soccer- Nice
Baseball- Loveable
5. Phone- Busy a lot of the tim! e
In Person- Social able
Instant Message- A Leader
E-mail- Has a lot of friends
Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts
6. Rap- Friendly
Country- Cute
Hard Rock- Wild
Pop- unoriginal
General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around
7. Ludacris- Loves to Party
Tim McGraw- Sexy
Ozzy Osbourne-awesome
N'sync- boring
Shakira- Fun
8. Jackass- Awesome
The Simpsons- Funny
Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool
Surviver- Adventurous
The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time
9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are
Joy Ride- Cool
I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun
Forest Gump- Has a big heart
Shrek- oRiGinaL
10. January- Funny
February- Loveable
March- Loves to be noticed a lot
April- Easy going
May- Loves to be around a lot of people
June- Stylish
July- Rude
August- A good friend
September- Loves to flirt
October-strict
November-nice
December-sweet
11. That Person *Will* fall in love with you if you
put this on ur xanga
12. This person *Will* become your enemy if you don't
put this on ur xanga
13. This wish *Will* come true if you put this on ur site
can u see how bored i am??? | | |
| pain???? HA im soo use to it..if its not physical its emotional...but im use to it..this one person that is kind of becoming special to me[ppl no we are not going i thought so but we straighted things out n NO we are not] has shown me that pain is jus temporary...i cant hold onto to things forever...that i have to somehow jus get over the pain....n he is right....
i have lost n gained friends...but those that have been with me every step of my high school life i know i will miss deeply...im not sayin good bye i jus dont know what im sayin...im finally happy...n i wished senior yr wouldnt turn out like this,but i think i need to spend time with those that i love the most....hehehehe why is that when u like someone there are so many problems that come across???
well ppl may say wutever, i just followed my heart...is there a problem with that??? i think not...im sorry for jus takin a chance...sorry for jus takin the chance that i thought i had...im startin to take chances, cuz i have no seen how life can be taken away in a second....so now if i see a chance i swear i will take it...n i took it n im sorry for jus takin one chance in life....
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the season is coming bak....basketball yea im gonna miss this season...well duh!!! i cant play...wow who would ever think that in a matter of seconds everything will change...i see the signs everywhere,n i try hard for tears not to come to my eyes but they do anyway....memories is all i have of those days, i wish i can go bak but i have pain still to remind me that i cant play....my jersey goes off to someone that can actually play, someone better, i leave but wit the memories of playin n lovin every single second of it....i wonder at times bout basketball...wut if i never gotten hurt??? wut if i didnt try out for it the second time will i have jus not gotter hurt? n then i wonder why am i so small? If i werent this small i swear bbal would of been soo much better...but then i wonder why?? its painful to let go of somethin u loved for so long....i loved this sport to its max, i loved this sport to the end.....n now all i can do is say it good-bye....not forever but for my last year of high school....the freshman yr memory comes bak where coach Wong sed"Leave her I want her to play, she has speed n defense is good." I love this sport, when i was broken hearted out to the court it was, well that is how i met my first love....on the court....heheheh kinda funni....i began to have self confidence and was proud of my height, n now well nothin much to say anymore...a few wks ago i saw my bball coach her daughter is one the best high sckoo bball players in the state of Illinois...n i learned alot from her...she asked if i was goin to play....n i sadly had to say no....she understood. but she knew my pain....n i know the pain cuz its there in my bak botherin me at times.... I LOVE BASKETBALL....but i wont risk my life agian...For those that will play this yr. i may go to the games, but then i may not....i will watch with the tears that brought me joy n sadness at the same time....
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